Sunday, August 28, 2011

So many things I can't put into words
So much pain my heart can't ease
So much tears just flow down my cheeks
The bad memories and worst nightmares just won't go away
The nagging doubts robbing me of my securities
The desire to run away
To a land far far away
To what was promised to be paradise
Where everyone's happy, kind and sane
Of what is known as afterlife
It's so strange I think
Why not make us all robots and clones
No happiness, no sadness, no war, no peace
Each individual is just like the next
Why tout paradise as the place to go
Is it even possible to achieve
When there's no change in formula
It's the same men and women forming the world now and then
Is it really safe up there?

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Emotions...

Growl... Today was a miserable day. I upsetted my darling and got really petty over small stuff.. Need to take a serious check on my emotions. Thoughts tend to run really wild and drive me nuts. I wonder if its the release of insecuries that have been buried or it's the building up of insecurities that's scaring me. hmmm...

And I need to stop being so utterly petty over tiny stuff *slaps forehead!*