Memories

Throughout these years, memories of you have came in the form of songs, mac tables, conversations we had, the flag pole we silly-ly stood at to sing a birthday song... But today was different... I was reminded of you because I needed you.

Waking up

when every morning you wake up, not being grateful for a brand new day, but wondering if today can be your last day, weekends are not a good idea.

假装没事了

No, I haven't recovered.. It's still eating me alive... No matter how I pretend it's not

After one whole round im still back to where I was.

fml... It's coming again...

Dear you,

You may never see this. But thank you for your efforts last night. I've never felt more normal in the past few days.

Regards,
Me

Save me from this misery please. Return me my happiness or just kill me

救命救命。

Do I not mean anything to u anymore??

Save me.... Save me...

Instead of breaking up with me why didn't u just kill me. I seem to be dying a slow death now.

I just saw a frog. At the place u caught tadpoles for me. At the place we released Froggy together.

As if all I'm going through isn't enough. Life must mock me in the face.

How long more will it take for me to stop wanting to die and start wanting to live?

I don't know why I'm so useless. I wasn't successful loving a person. And then I'm not successful forgetting her.

So I still love u. And it's killing me...

I feel so dumb to have ever loved and given so much that it would kill me now. Why is it after all the nice and happy past, the ending is always misery and sadness? What have I done to deserve all the suffering? When can the moment come where it all ends? Put a stop to it. Enough is enough.

I hate myself n I want to die. Is there a miracle way of closing my eyes and never having to wake up to this nightmare again?

Sometimes I wish time will stand still for us...

Yes I wish it too. I love you. I really do...

原来放手也是一种拥有

Thank you

Thanks for the efforts in writing the letter. It has once again made me feel like I'm important in your life. Had a good heart to heart talk with you today, something we haven't done for awhile. Maybe this will bring us back to where we started, before the first 'I think I like you' was said. Thanks for spending the day with me. It was a great birthday I had, although it somehow crossed my mind you did not wish me Happy Birthday. haha :) Thank you for the very happy 2 years I had with you. May the following years we have together be one as comfortable, as open, as happy as we are now. 可惜不是你陪我到最后 但感谢那时你牵过我的手 It's a pity you aren't the one who will be with me till the end But thank you for once holding my hand

Can I ask a question? Are you still around?

24 小时

可惜不是你， 陪我到最后 谢谢你牵过我的手 以为在你身边，就是算永远 我错了 以为放开了难过，就会比较开心 到头来，难过和开心是离不开彼此 放了一个，就不能拥有另一个 不管走到何处都会想起你 怎能忘记再继续？ 承诺，责任，交代 -- 真的是陌生吗？

Let's break up

so this is how it feels like to be alive and wishing you were dead...