26 march 2013

心，该怎么学会适应那些没你的安静

10 march 2013

To myself,

If you love her, let her go. It's ok.

7 march 2013

I wish I could tell you about my bike session just now. Wish you would wish me good luck for tomorrow. I wish you were here... With me.... Like you always had.

Should I have asked you to leave? I thought it would be what's best. But I realized... Maybe I used what was best for me and insist it must work for you.

When I saw you the other day. I felt like I want to change my mind. I wanted to ask you to come back. Talk to me. I miss you. It's rare to find someone you can be yourself with. I've let her go. Now I've let you go as well.

Is the real me so bad? So bad that I had to let two lovely girls go?

While I was packing, I came across alot of things you gave to me... At least I know I once meant that much to you. I care for you. I love you. And while I think the way our relationship turned out would have a lot of impact on my next relationship, I can say there was no regrets in putting in everything  I could ever give. Thank you for ever being there and hopefully, we can one day be friends again...