Saturday, March 26, 2011
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Alienate
Well, I guess at the end of the day I do feel a sense of being an outcast somewhat. I know it's been more or less bugging me since yesterday.
I'm so glad I have you with me. The happiness I get when I'm with you is indescribable..
Work wise. Am absolutely moody about it. There're so many hiccups here and there, so many things I don't know. And don't know who can help.. I'm definitely desperate for an income. All the sheets of paper that come in are just paper and have stopped meaning anything to me when they're not converted into dollar terms.
Maybe I've been too spoon-fed in life I don't know how to go out and get my own help. I'm trying... But I need to be handheld at times. Not just in soft skills, but also in that crazy amount of paperwork.
After speaking to Tristan the other day I somehow feel I might just be happier following his path. I don't really know where all that determination has gone to...
Just as an overall summary. I guess I'm feeling pretty down and feel like I'm carrying alot of baggage. I feel pretty useless to still be taking an allowance at this age. When can I even fulfil my own dream of getting a bike.. Much less a car, flat, acceptance..
Baby I miss you so much... Want to be safe and secure in your arms right now :(
I'm so glad I have you with me. The happiness I get when I'm with you is indescribable..
Work wise. Am absolutely moody about it. There're so many hiccups here and there, so many things I don't know. And don't know who can help.. I'm definitely desperate for an income. All the sheets of paper that come in are just paper and have stopped meaning anything to me when they're not converted into dollar terms.
Maybe I've been too spoon-fed in life I don't know how to go out and get my own help. I'm trying... But I need to be handheld at times. Not just in soft skills, but also in that crazy amount of paperwork.
After speaking to Tristan the other day I somehow feel I might just be happier following his path. I don't really know where all that determination has gone to...
Just as an overall summary. I guess I'm feeling pretty down and feel like I'm carrying alot of baggage. I feel pretty useless to still be taking an allowance at this age. When can I even fulfil my own dream of getting a bike.. Much less a car, flat, acceptance..
Baby I miss you so much... Want to be safe and secure in your arms right now :(
Friday, February 25, 2011
From my new netbook!!
Hello! You were the first person I thought of and I wanna share my joy & sorrows with you :p
Since you're cozing up in bed so I'll share it here.
Joy: Finally something lighter. Though still kinda heavy. But at least half the weight of my current lappy.
Sorrow: F#$king slowwww! And it had to hang once when I'm trying to post this. Haiyo... And they didn't upgrade my RAM for me. sobs. I'm losing my enthusiasm of this thing :(
See you tomorrow!
Since you're cozing up in bed so I'll share it here.
Joy: Finally something lighter. Though still kinda heavy. But at least half the weight of my current lappy.
Sorrow: F#$king slowwww! And it had to hang once when I'm trying to post this. Haiyo... And they didn't upgrade my RAM for me. sobs. I'm losing my enthusiasm of this thing :(
See you tomorrow!
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Boyfriend?
So do I have a boyfriend?
It's a clear 'NO' to me. But maybe a 'YES' to others? I'm puzzled on how to deal with this question...
It's a clear 'NO' to me. But maybe a 'YES' to others? I'm puzzled on how to deal with this question...
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