逃避。。 离开。。

Really need somewhere to run away to, to leave reality behind. How should I proceed from here?

My dreams

I want to set out to fulfil my dreams... The dreams I had before I met you... But they have become so interwoven with you, even those don't make me happy anymore. I think I shouldn't have talked so much, shared too much. Help me help me....

Happiness and Misery

I don't know what can make me happy again. I don't know what happened, is happening and going to happen. Why was I robbed all of a sudden? Probably just a month ago I could foresee a lifetime of happiness with you. Now... I can't even feel it when I'm beside you. Happiness just walked out and misery came in. Pain pain go away. I have learnt - Don't ever love anyone more than yourself. Don't ever do things for others that you won't even do for yourself

Work

An urge to get out of this shit hole....

Food for thought.. Since I'm not hungry

Just heard this... 'it takes years to build a relationship'. Is 1.5 yrs really enough? Hmmm

I wish seeing u would stop making me so happy....

A simple phone

Suddenly I recalled the days of hunting around for a phone that can allow me to use a headphone to talk to u... Such simple thoughts pierce me real deep.