So amazing...

To love and be loved...

I never once thought it was possible to be at the stage I'm in. I enjoy the nights in your arms, squeezy as it may be.

A special day!

Happy 8th month anniversary baby :)

You're nicely tucked into bed now... I'm thinking how cute you look when you're asleep.. Hehe...

Baobei...

I love you and miss you

Prayers

I don't think I would be considered a Christian, but this few days I've been praying so much I might just be mistaken as one. I definitely feel torn apart internally. And I don't know where to let it all go. There feels like a wall building up and isolating me once again. I hate all that internal feelings that I don't share with you when I feel it. But then again who wants to listen to the boring thoughts discussed countless of times. I've said we haven't spoken for so long. I think it's because I feel I'm keeping alot of thoughts to myself. Lots of stuff are weighing on my mind and I can't get it off. I'm extremely miserable!!! :( I don't know if there's a God out there. If yes, thanks for listening to all my grumbles.

Insecurity

The insecurities that fill my heart and mind are endless
The tears that roll down my cheeks is like a waterfall that never dries up
When can I ever bring you happiness and satisfaction
I'm really starting to hate this person I see in the mirror

Pride

It's a funny thing..

Some people say never let it go. Come one day it might be all you have left.

Others say let it go a little. It inhibits you and you'll gain more than you lose.