Present me, Future me

Was reading back on my last posts.. Chanced upon the one I wrote to Futureme.. Not much had gone the way I wished it to happen. Many things have changed. The past me was very optimistic and everything I hoped upon Futureme was an upward spiral from where I was. I can't remember what it was like when I made those wishes. Presentme can't make any hopes on Futureme anymore. But hopefully one day I can again... I know I need to walk out of this. Bruised and scarred I will be.... But I've got to learn to live with it.