I'm starting to feel miserable again. The financial pressures are taking a toll on me, so much so that I lost my temper with mum just now. I don't know if I can survive the critical 6months/2yrs in this industry when I'm feeling like this now.

LK got a $3.5k job. Add in bonuses, CPF, staff benefits.... All the opportunity costs... Is it worth it?

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Baby's sick and injured now. So far away from me... I miss you..