Sad start to a new day

Woke up this morning with a heavy heart. It seems like something's stuck in there and I can't take it out. Even froggy's presence ain't cheering me up. I'm feeling disappointed with myself that I'm not putting you first and letting stupid thoughts get into my head. But am feeling abit contridicted. I like your anything goes character, but wonder what I do that can ever make u upset. Or is it a case of having no expectations of me so everything's so ok... In any case, you said it's fine and I'll probably try to take it at face value. Frankly speaking, I don't feel good over here and I want you back with me... I thought this week was busy and would be bearable. Apparently not. I miss u..