Saturday, January 19, 2013

19 Dec 2013

Dear,

It's been 3.5 months since the day we parted. I'm still holding on to the possibility of you holding my hand once more. Cuddling me in your arms once more. Kissing me once more. Am I silly?

I do wonder if we parted on bad terms, would it be easier to let go? I left because I love you. And I love myself. And now I find it so difficult to let go of that love, because if I didn't, I wouldn't have had to let you go. Ironic huh?

There's someone else. Someone who was with me when you no longer could be. And my existence hurts her. I don't want to.

I wish you were here to hug me as I shed these tears... I love you.

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